...silent is da best way.....

ntah knape mood aku sjak akhir2 nih memg x leh blah....x tau knape...mngkin sbb tu ker?ape tu? huhuu....since break up ngn die aku memg mcm bengong pon ader.....sush nk trime ..memg org kte senang..cube diba cube ....mslhnyer len org len kan ....mungkn Tuhan nk duga aku ngn mcm 2 dugaan...mase mule2 nk trime ...mak ai....aku rase leh kering la air mate aku nih...tp skarang alhmdlh wlaupon aku xleh trime lg tp aku brjya mnhn la emosi tuh..ceh! hehe...mngis dlm hati jer....huhu...6 thun knal die bukn mase yg skjp...nk trime die dlm hidup aku n declare tuh amek mase yg amt lame....tp dia sgup tnggu .....tp...tu la org kate mcm2 jd kan...slma aku knl dier..sgt2 la understnding..n sgt2 postive orgnyer...tp akhirnyer....huhu....hnye sbb ....hmm....x tau la nk ckp cm ner...tbe2 dier tmbulkn soal staraf x setrf...dia mlu coz aku da bkejaya but die stkt kje techncian jer....aku x pnah pndg sumer tuh..aku bukn lah org yg jnis mterialistik nk pndg sume2 tuh..aku x ksh pon kje ape ...jnji yg halal....as long as die leh trime aku seadanyer..hm....bile tbe2 timbul cite nih... aku rase cm down gile2....knpe bru skrang nk tmbul cite nih....aku x slhkn sape2..Tuhan dh tntukan jln hidop msing2 kan...aku memg sush nk trime bile die kte nk jd kwn smula...n kitowg still cntct cm biase...tp aku still treat dier mcm dlu...aku x leh treat dia as fwenz...smpaila aku rase maybe yea...silent is da best way... maybe dgn tu jer cra aku nk lupekn die n anggp die cm kwn sperti dhulu....huhu...perit mcm mane pon kna la wat..silent... jarang cntct n maybe tu da bez way yg aku amik skang..bukn nk ptus kwan tp untuk aku lupekan yg die prnh jd psgn hdup aku dlu...4 u....D _ _ _, dba bukn nk lupekn n ptus kwn but tlg pham keadn dba yg really2 need time untk trime sume nih...maybe a longer time la....x tau bile leh trime...it need timeeeeee.......kalo ada jodoh x kmane kan....INSYAALLAH....